The 5%
I never thought I’d be here, Thinking about this today. Back facing my worst fear, It’s back again they say. A 5% chance of return, That felt like nothing to me. The future felt like no concern, Now I find it hard to see. I never thought I’d be here, Experiencing this pain. The path ahead remains unclear, I’m not ready to do it again. A chance so small it felt unreal, My life was back on track. I don’t even know how I feel, That the endo could be back. I never thought I’d be here, Thinking about my choice. So in shock there are no tears, Finding it hard to use my voice. For now I want to just shut it all out, And pretend it’s all okay. But instead I’ve got to learn about, How I’m going to get through each day.