Why Now?

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So here goes, I am about to put myself out there.  This isn't really something that I normally do.  
But I am 1 in 10.

I am 1 in 10 women who suffer daily with endometriosis and have decided that after 13 years enough is enough and I want to help others with endometriosis. 

I've been blogging secretly for almost a month and have finally decided today is the day.  The first day of Endometriosis Awareness Week 2018.  So please check out my blog and help spread the word that heavy, painful periods aren't normal and neither is waiting 8 years for a diagnosis.

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  1. Rachael4 March 2018 at 06:47

    This is very important - keep it up (when you can)!

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    1. eTaylor584 March 2018 at 07:46

      Thank you! I'm going to try and blog weekly!

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